Weekend 010209

Yes, another Saturday.

I just got home from a movie, Bride Wars. It amazing how relationships mean so much. I was in the taxi coming home and a mixed satisfaction plus jealousy feeling came to me. Weird feeling, I tell ya.

My friends are all getting married, it's so funny how so many weddings can just pop out in a year and before you know it, you're the only single one that's left! It makes everything so intimidating and scary, especially when you don't even have a boyfriend yet! Makes you think... is it me!?

I'm 26 this June, and I have for some reason become more aware, confident and a little different than before. People have noticed the change, but I still think I'm the same. Yes, I have changed my wardrobe, like alot, but I think personality, character and attitude counts much more. I have learned from the previous years the dos and don'ts and I think I am proud to say, I am defined. I guess that mood will come and it dosen't go away till a pin bursts that bubble.

I liked a certain someone, and even told them, but there was no reaction and found out that they liked another. I was disappointed and then realised that the type of girl that that certain someone was looking out for was typical. I let them go, and I think from that moment on, the attitude changed. I got hold of 'Kevin Rudolf's - Let It Rock!' song and man, that song is attitude with a capital A! I kept it on loop and hell yea it sorta changed my perspective of where I stand. From then on I glowed!

I lost weight, defintely and I must say that is the ultimate confidence booster. I've seen the reality shows and adverts where people say "I feel more confident", I didn't believe or trust them, but hey my tongue's tied now!

Things aren't perfect it never is, last year I was a lost and finding my way through the thick and thin of the ice. In 09 I think I kinda made it halfway across without falling through. Am still getting there, wish me luck!