Satisfaction...A feeling

The feeling of satisfaction does not come when you want it too it just comes when you least expect it too.

When you accomplish something or some event is finally realized, some may not feel the sense of satisfaction or relief that most would feel. I daresay, i'm one of them. It makes me feel normal, like nothing big has taken place to be proud of, until someone says good job, great show and hell yea!

I guess, in all honesty, the sense you get after a show is, "okay, so now it's over." followed by a flat "yay". Not enthusiastic and not hysterical, but just a simple just, if that makes any sense at all.

For me the simplest of meeting a friend, family and just hanging out having coffee, evjoying a movie, just chilling, or even hearing a song that reflects ur mood at the current moment, is a sense of satisfaction. I guess, we can say our lives are like, the 'Sims', we need social activity to keep us mentally satisfied.

The changes this year are slightly significant, being a stronger and more confident, is satisfying. However, there is still some issues, to be worked on, like telling a friend I don't the conversation or even saying could you please not talk about this anymore. Oh well, no one is perfect and carefree all the time are they.

Peace Out