The Shame

Have you ever felt the need to just scream at the one person who is also a good friend, and you don't know how. Well that's how I feel.

I also feel that sometimes I talk too much and that might be just over-confidence and just someone to show you a face of a stupid remark you made (too much talk) could just burst that confidence bubble and make you start thkinking of all the negative aspects that is currently happening in my life.

It sure as hell sucks...it's almost as if I had schizophrenia...once moment I was a smiling and all happy and the next quiet and moody. It scares me, and I thought i had that figured out...shame on me.

I still feel like crap, I guess it's another phase in life, why can't it be as smooth as always...grrrrrrrrrr